i felt so symbolic yesterday

Today pretty much stunk.

It’s funny how I never noticed being bloated until I was less fat.

Work? Yeah. Not so fun. Nothing major, you know? Just work stuff.

I was feeling wonky this morning (hello Mr. Bloat!) so I dressed all in grey. Doesn’t do a lot for the mood.

Family drama. Oh, the drama. Entertaining? Yes. But also a little draining.

Saw a really cute little kid last night. With a ukelele. Reminded me that I don’t have a cute little kid. With a ukelele.

Lunch meeting. Lunch provided. Pizza and cake. I had both. I’ve beat myself up for that all day.

Today has felt like I was just…almost walking through mud. Nothing has been simple. I haven’t felt like I fit anywhere. Just off.

But then, just like the hairwashing episode from a few weeks back, I started to snap out ot if. I was doing the Biggest Loser Yoga dvd (man, I love Bob Harper). The first downward dog pose…

I caught a whiff of my shirt. Nice. Lavender. Hmmmm…

Every time I breathed in, I smelled it. Comforting, fresh, clean, new.

And with every breath, I started to turn my day around.

I may never take my green shirt off.

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10 thoughts on “i felt so symbolic yesterday

  1. Glad the dryer sheet/whatever is doing it’s job. I love that scents can lift mood.

    The bloat just gets more noticeable. I’m appalled by it but trying to get past it.

    I think I also need a green shirt.

  2. Just found your blog, love it :)
    How recent is that graphy thing further down? I think that we are about the same size (not to sure on the pounds-to-kgs thing).

    I think that I need to find an equivilant to the green shirt, just for those days when I just cant snap out of the early morning uuuuuurrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh that usually finishes with the first bite of marmite toast.

    I’m blogging at http://purplecoatmission.blogspot.com/ if you feel like saying hi :)

  3. I am sorry that your day was so…um… blah. But I am happy that the green shirt was able to turn your mood around. Bloat is not fun at all, so I can totally relate to how you were feeling!

  4. …if I knew Picasso, I would find myself a gray guitar and play.

    Me too! First time I ever knew where the lyrics came from too! I’m super excited about it. I still don’t know where the blog title is from!

  5. glad your lavender scented shirt and Bob Harper got you out of a slump- we all have those days though. One of these days Bob will get me to regular plank position for more than a half a second.

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